Realms

I find it interesting how the different realms intertwine. In one realm one thing can be seen and in another realm something else can be seen. Although this is true it means more or less that one must not look inside but look outside as well.

When it comes down to it the realms themselves are tricky. As I see something occur in one realm, it happens in yet another realm and vice versa. This means if there is a rift between worlds than it happens in all the realms. In order to right this wrong one must fix all the rifts in each realm to fix the problem.

In the end of it all it is safe to say that for me I need to learn to balance each area and focus on all of these areas and not just one. 

Only than can I be one with this physical self.

Beliefs

So here I am, sitting down on this computer, thinking deeply about beliefs. I realize after watching "The Book of Eli" how much beliefs mean to me. Now I do not talk about just religious beliefs, I talk about all beliefs. I want to leave a trace of this here because it's a milestone for me.

Let me put it out there, there once was a boy who thought he knew everything. He thought he knew what he wanted in life, he thought he had made the choices in life that would set him for success, and he more importantly thought he knew himself.

This boy turned into a man since he walked out the doors of his parental guardians, he learned many things not only about the world around him, but he learned about himself. This is where the plot twists, the story changes chapters, and the truth unfolds. In being the man he was meant to become he found that on the inside was something more, something unique, something wild.

In his finding he embraces it with every fiber of what he is and what he was. It is the only thing that feels real to him and it will be the only real thing to him. 

In all this his path turns a unique way and through this, he becomes a man of belief. A man of such great belief in what he has experienced that he himself becomes a teacher of such things. 

Yet here's the catch, the antagonist, the struggle. His beliefs are opposed many times over and through this his skin becomes a thick powerful hide. The problem lies though in a love he believes in full heartedly. He has chosen one who he wishes to mate for life. Despite these distances between them he holds her deep in his heart and cannot let go for he knows deep down that it is her that completes him.

Unfortunately this is where things are troubling. She now questions him and believes not of what he is on the inside. This tears a hole in the heart, making him feel transparent and unloved, and it is killing him. The truth of the matter is she said things of which directly attacked him and what he believes to be true.

Yet despite all this he walks this path because he believes in it, his heart is compelled to heal and strengthen and in his love for her, he will only become stronger. 

He hopes one day she will understand everything that has happened to him and he still pictures being with her forever. Standing tall, by his side as he walks this path of belief, reaching out to those who look for it, and help those who need help.

Until then though, he will have to stand tall for what he believes and knows what runs through his veins.

Standing Tall

It seems ever since I have been alive I have dealt with so many things that life just seems to toss at me. I know everyone has these situations in some form or another and it makes me realize the bigger picture. We go through all these things because it makes us who and what we are both internally and externally.

The only thing I can truly say not only to brothers and sisters, but to anyone and everyone who reads this or talks to me is this; Stand strong, no matter how difficult the push is, no matter how powerful the grasp is just resist it. Keep moving forward and just stand tall, because if you don't than it will slowly rip you to pieces.

I say this because I find this always and I mean always seems to be an issue. Sometimes you must stand tall for those who can't, sometimes you must stand tall and burn bright when you feel less than nothing, and sometimes you must be the example to someone.

I know in my heart that no matter what happens, no matter what is thrown at me, I will always stand strong. I will stand strong not only for myself, but for those I love and care for as well as those who love and care for me, and there are many out there.

I speak about all this because I feel it is important. I feel many who walk this path feel something always trying to not only destroy you, but rip you to pieces until all that is left is a shell as lifeless as the bodies that lay in the graves six feet under.

Keep moving, keep living and stand tall because in the end of the darkest of tunnels, is the brightest of lights.

The Beginning

Once again I find myself leaving a paper trail here on the internet. I find myself yearning to leave traces of myself and who I am. I feel it is important for the sole purpose that I hope one day it will come to use not only for those who search what I search for, but maybe can connect to the struggles of the path that we walk.

So here we are, the beginning of another log, the beginning of another trail that leads to the same road that everything else leads to, and the beginning of what has already begun.

For those who may not understand what I speak of please just read and accept what I have to say as simply deep thoughts and life experiences.