The Past

It seems interesting how the past can come to haunt you. I must say I was once a fool who burned my best friends book in order to so called "Stop a demon". I realize now how ignorant I was and how foolish I can be. I told him that I did burn the book for stupid reasons but I never mentioned that part because in truth what's the point it doesn't matter anymore. The simple fact is I made the mistake and I admitted my stupidity.

Now I am faced with yet again the past. This time I face his now wife. She continues to maliciously attack me and say it is my job to remove this so called "demon". She uses lines such as, "it is my job", "I was once convinced that I was the protector of balance", "I will lose sam forever", "she doesn't want to lose sam in this realm", "it is not her fight", and she even went as low as, "go on and sleep while the world crumbles."

In all honesty I am indifferent in the situation and in truth I am stuck in the middle of it. I am still considering doing something but than my heart tells me I will only hurt the situation which from what I see is clearly not as bad as she is making it. I am also considering sitting them down and simply saying stop putting me in this.

I am trying to gather the strength to say something but I am finding it increasingly difficult because I don't want to take sides. I don't want her hurt but I also don't want to keep secrets from him. I didn't mind talking about spiritual stuff with her, but her texting me about him behind his back and trying to manipulate me to do something that my heart says don't get involved in is stressing me out.

I am not sure what to do.

Decisions, decisions, decisions.