The Wolf Inside

The Wolf that I am hungers to get out. I am downright honest when I say I feel so caged like this. I feel so incomplete and simply wrong like this. I need to feel like myself, I need to be myself on the outside.

I feel it getting stronger everyday and I now know why I shouldn't bury such deep feelings. It hurts and it doesn't because I know someday it will happen. It still however doesn't change the fact that I feel this way, and it's my feelings and my feelings alone to feel.

I constantly push where I am, always working to up my career, always pushing hard to be free, yet here I am typing this entry. I am tired of trying to adapt to this society, this society just seems so colorless and lifeless.

Where is the beauty of the world around us? Why do people not see or work around the beauty? Why do people separate themselves from the world around them?

Simply put I know some of these answers but I want to hear it from their mouthes, I want to hear it from their minds and not my own.

I just want to be done with this struggle, but I do not want to just leave it be.

I am the wolf

The wolf is me

The wolf inside

Needs to be free