Complicated

I feel the need to write this because I feel the wolf in my veins again. I am just so tired of this society's complicated ways. I just don't understand why people complicate everything in this world. It doesn't make sense to me why can't things be so much easier. I hate adapting to all of this, it's just overwhelming.

All I have really wanted and ever wanted in my life is to be free. I want to feel the wild in my veins for good, I want to just live, hunt, run, survive, feed my belly with what nature offers, and be myself. I have come to accept this skin I am in but it doesn't change that I miss everything, I miss being free, and I miss being the wolf.

I dream of just having brethren near me, making a pack, being free, still blending into the human society, but I just feel half fulfilled and I need to fulfill the wolf that howls in my blood to be free. I accept that I am leaning to the path of the wolf, it's the only path that makes me feel real.

I want to be real again.